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Shall
we gather at the river,
Where bright angels feet have trod,
With the crystal tide forever
Flowing past the throne of God?
Well! I'd have reckoned that to be one of those what you'd call moot
questions, thought Liza Light-Up-The-Sky Talahawa, who was standing
on the bank of the Oconaluftee at nine o'clock on a Sunday morning in
late autumn, cracking her knuckles apprehensively in grim expectation
of her imminent total immersion in the river's icy water. The dull,
pewter-colored mist which hugged the river like its ghost had not yet
stirred and dissipated, but already the folks of Yellow Hill had collected
on the shores of the Oconaluftee to do their churching. Preacher Josiah
Etowah had chosen to meet down here near Birdtown where the river shallows
out on its way to join the Tuckasegee near Ela instead of up in Yellow
Hill on account of Peggie Whistle, the big-headed dwarf woman who stood
with her armpits draped over a pair of Canadian crutches at Liza's side:
"I cannot undertake to drown
any poor seeker after salvation in the ebullient and raging Blood of
the Lamb," Josiah had explained to his parishoners. Well, the Oconaluftee
up at Yellow Hill doesn't rage exactly, but it does run chin-high on
a grown man.
On
the margin of the river,
Walking up its silver spray,
We will walk and worship ever,
All the happy golden day.
Actually, it was more of
what Liza would call a mizzling sort of day - just this side of rainy.
Ere
we reach the shining river,
Lay we every burden down;
Grace our spirits will deliver,
And provide a robe and crown.
Liza glanced back over her shoulder at the throng of parishioners who
sat huddled and hunch-shouldered on blankets spread over the bumpy,
sparse grass. It's a moot question, seeing as how we're already gathered
by the river, she thought. Then she cracked her knuckles once again,
speculatively but also nervously, making a dry, pod-snapping kind of
sound, like the report of a distant bee bee gun - Liza could be as annoying
as she was fine looking, big boned and lithe-tall in a rayon dress splashed
with big rust-colored leaves that hugged her figure like a lover.
Soon
we'll reach the shining river,
Soon our pilgrimage will cease,
Soon our happy hearts will quiver
With the melody of peace.
Peggie, who enjoyed quite a reputation as a joker, decided to chat Liza
up during the hymn-singing. "What did the Indian say to his neighbor
after he watched Columbus get down from his ship?" she hissed.
"I don't know," said Liza,
who hated jokes.
"There goes the neighborhood!"
Peggie retorted, hacking with dry laughter.
Liza snorted.
The congregation ploughed
into the refrain:
Yes,
we'll gather at the river,
The beautiful, the beautiful river,
Gather with the saints at the river
that flows by the throne of God.
"The only problem is that first it flows by the motels in downtown Cherokee,"
Peggie continued, wiping tears of laughter from her eyes with the back
of one arm. "And the motels dump all the white man's sewage into it!
Heh! Heh!"
Liza
stood, staring at the river, remembering foaming water, littered with
red and yellow and brown leaves. . . . It was just as it had been when
her father had made her go to water for the first time. She searched
the surface of the water for evidence of the creature which lived in
these depths . . . for the broad streak of firefly green that betrayed
its presence. Then suddenly she caught herself. This rite is important,
she told herself. You must try and keep control of yourself. Try not
to let the others know. In an effort both to reclaim and advertise her
equilibrium, she feigned nonchalance: wrinkled up her fine, proud nose
- it arched bonily like the back of a cat - and shook back her hair
from her shoulders. Despite the fact that she was no girl, she still
wore it long and black and loose to her waist.
Like
the irreverent Peggie Whistle, Liza was here to be baptized, but not
because she had seen anything resembling The Light. What she had seen
was Walter Reginald Barkman, that white man who owned not only the Oconaluftee
Joke and Rock Shop down at the juncture of Highway 441 and Highway 19,
but the adjoining laundromat and a photo-finish kiosk across the way
as well. He was in one of his available phases right now. Women were
forever taking up with Wally Barkman, then leaving him - so much so
that folks lost count. (Also there was the problem that, his wives being
for the most part white, there was no telling them apart.)
Well,
Liza was dirt sick of being poor. Her husband of ten years, Ronnie Talahawa,
had died two years this December leaving her with nothing but 223 purely
worthless baseball cards, an eviction notice and the selfsame handful
of dreams she had walked down the aisle with a decade before . . . if
you could call standing up in front of the Justice of the Peace of Swain
County walking down the aisle. Died of an aggravated case of drinking
sour mash. It was coming to him, all right; he'd been working on it
for years, honing his self-destructive techniques to a pure perfection.
And
those dreams she had brought to the marriage . . . they were all creased
now and bent out of shape. However, all that would be set right again,
once she had Wally Barkman firmly in tow. Lucky for her that she had
not outgrown that gaunt, hybrid beauty - the high cheekbones and the
bold nose and the big, strangely russet-colored eyes fringed with dark
lashes which had once made her the talk of the Boundary. It had come
to her down through her father, Joe Light-Up-The-Sky, whose family was
descended from the Old Settlers out in the Oklahoma territory and was
the result of the high incidence of intermarriage which had taken place
in that no man's land nineteenth-century unakas , white men, called
Indian Territory.
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